Sun's Out

A friend claims that she is solar powered, oh how I know this. Winter for me is always dismal, the gray sky's match my mood and I want to sleep all the time. This year was worse, in October they moved our office around and I lost my spot by the window. I can no longer spin my seat around and bask in the sun when ever I want. I have to get up and go stand by my leads desk just to find a sliver of sunlight. But today the sun is out and my lead is late so I got to sit in the window and bask. It was only for a few minutes but I swear I feel ten times better than an hour ago. I could almost feel my solar cells charging and I want more. I hope it stays sunny until lunch so I can go outside and sit in the plaza and charge for a good half hour.

HUMP DAY

Half way through this week, I am soo glad to see it rolling past me towards the weekend. It is actually raining here in Southern California, I know you have heard the song and it is never supposed to rain, but it does the only problem is that no one here knows how to drive in the weather. Any weather. Work is boring as usual but the dismal gray outside the windows is making it even harder to concentrate so I am doing busy work so that I don't have to think to hard. Yawn.... Yes the more tedious the work the bigger the yawn so you see the problem. I need some excitement in my day, something to wake me up and make me happy to be out of bed. Think I will try the food court at lunch if I am lucky there will be a fight or riot or something interesting. Probably not but I can always hope. Tonight Is Zack's Monthly Cub Scout Pack meeting so I will get to see some friends but other than that it should be a slow day from start to finish, Hope it doesn't keep raining tomorrow or coma it will be.

Valentines Day Blues

Every year about a week before Vanentines Day I start to get depressed and Evil. Yesterday the receptionist got a package with Cheryl on the label after she called me to tell me she realized it was from Cheryl's Cookies not too me. Didn't think there was anyone who would send me anything at work but hey Way to dash my hopes. Then after a long day at work I got on the bus and it was beyond crowded some guy and his arm full of crap damn near sat on me. At that point depressed morphed into EVIL and I was wishing for a blade so I could stab him. Good thing I didn't have anything. At this point I am really considering locking my self in my bed room until Tuesday. I am not fit for company. I am so tired of being alone, heck I can't even say I have Friends I could hang out with now since the only ones I have are all the way accross the country.