Have you ever been somewhere that is so familiar , like work or school, but so specific in what you do there that occasionally if you are in a totally different place in your brain or doing something totally out of the norm that you for just a moment see your surrounding in a haze. You are almost lost in a way. Today that happened to me here at work. You see I have had very little work to do the past couple weeks that I often stare at my computer screen for minutes at a time with out really seeing it. I surf the web and right stories, I read my book of the day or just sit and zone. But today I had to get something from a co-worker in another department where I rarely go and as I am walking through our main hall there was no one around and all was quite and if felt unreal, like a dream or another dimension familiar yet different. It was kind of nice for that split second to let the hate and despair I fell for this job just drift away.
I am back at my desk now pretending to work but I still feel disconnected from what is around me. But the noise is getting louder and I can feel myself coming back to this dimension. I hope I get to go back soon it was nice there.
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